i have decided i don't make much sense to myself.
i am extremely neat and organized... except when im not
i need to be structured and in control... except when i don't want to be
i am completely logical... unless i decided to listen to my heart.
this is very interesting to me and i wonder why this change has occurred.
i used to be only neat, organized, structured, logical
but now i am not always this way
the world is more grey than the black and white of before.
but i wish i knew what changed me... so i can embrace it.